<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740</id><updated>2011-12-17T01:40:11.368+08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Clandestineness</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>37</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-2019629900543034368</id><published>2011-12-17T01:10:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2011-12-17T01:40:11.386+08:00</updated><title type='text'>EMOTION</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-1foa6MB-PiY/Tut9yDgYlNI/AAAAAAAAAJ0/AYoxYH6G9AE/s1600/duncans-land.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-1foa6MB-PiY/Tut9yDgYlNI/AAAAAAAAAJ0/AYoxYH6G9AE/s320/duncans-land.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5686777253373449426" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Emotion seems to be the hardest think to figure out.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;As we grow it become&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;more and more&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;COMPLEX&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Problems arise from each and every angle&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;affecting us each and every side&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;witout fail,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;They affect our emotion.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;div&gt;Problem?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Why not happy problem?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Wouldnt it sounds better?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Happy and Sorrow are piece and parcel&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;of&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Our life.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;If we have a choice to complete this puzzle&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;why not completing it happily.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;No matter what the clock still ticks.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Life still go on no matter which route we take.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Dont worry about what is ahead&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;But&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Anticipate what is ahead.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Look forward positively.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Tomorrow will be a brighter day.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;Follow Your Instinct,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;Frederick Chan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-2019629900543034368?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/2019629900543034368/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2011/12/emotion.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' 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width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-8360650775100161535</id><published>2011-06-02T02:25:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2011-06-02T03:32:02.747+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Perspicacity</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-lTmNsLeFnUA/TeaEwlPgHHI/AAAAAAAAAJo/UwspQ6uduaw/s1600/gavel.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-lTmNsLeFnUA/TeaEwlPgHHI/AAAAAAAAAJo/UwspQ6uduaw/s320/gavel.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5613319955729620082" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;There are no perfect beings in the world,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Yet we judge others base on perfection.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Have we ever think twice before we do a judgement?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Once words are spoken,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;It cant be taken back.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Have you ever put your leg into someones shoes &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;and&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;use your pee size brain to think&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;how do they feel.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Nothing is easy to be done then say.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Everyone does make mistakes.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;If you were given a chance to learn from your mistakes&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;without being insulted&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;WHY&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;wouldn't others have the same opportunity?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Learning is a life long process.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Our knowledge is just a grasp of sand at the beach.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Everyone tried their best.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Please do think back before criticizing other's mistakes.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;More importantly as leaders,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;no matter current or future&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;we reflect our followers.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;as&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;MONKEY SEE MONKEY DO.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;We should not practice such shameful act.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I urge all future leaders&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;bare in mind that we are here to guide our young ones.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;not to criticize and destroy them.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Knowledge are mend to be shared.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Criticism are to build better foundation for our young leaders.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;NOT TO INSULT AND DESTROY THEM.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I apologize if this post related to any of my readers.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I hope for a better future.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"&gt;Disappointed,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"&gt;Frederick Chan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-8360650775100161535?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/8360650775100161535/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2011/06/judgement.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/8360650775100161535'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/8360650775100161535'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2011/06/judgement.html' title='Perspicacity'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-lTmNsLeFnUA/TeaEwlPgHHI/AAAAAAAAAJo/UwspQ6uduaw/s72-c/gavel.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-8771003047735942848</id><published>2011-01-06T22:17:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2011-01-06T22:58:52.082+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Money</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TSXRccUti1I/AAAAAAAAAJM/g2bUJwp08RA/s1600/money.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 244px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TSXRccUti1I/AAAAAAAAAJM/g2bUJwp08RA/s320/money.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5559079601628351314" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Money?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Its just another piece of printed paper.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;But why everyone would die for it?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I believe that with money,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;we can own everything.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Some say,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Money cant buy LOVE.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Then you ask yourself can you survive without money but love?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;How do u filled your stomach?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Quench your thirst?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;We still need money for our basic needs.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;NEXT!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Why do you work?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;To learn?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;If that's your purpose of working then&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;PLEASE do CHARITY instead of working.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;What is the purpose of making rich people richer.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;But in the end STARVE your own self.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;We work for money.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;To earn for our living.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;No one in this world will work for FREE or UNDER-PAYED&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Money is the major MOTIVATION that urge people to work.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;It act as an INCENTIVES to increase productivity. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Or in science term it will be&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Money act as a CATALYST.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;NEXT!!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Integrity&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;What do it mean?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;It is the quality or state of being sound moral principle&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;eg: HONESTY&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;But when it comes to money&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;It is important and SENSITIVE.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Eventhough it is just a printed piece of paper &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;but never mess with it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;People don't mind to die for that piece of paper.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;So when it comes to money matter,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;DEAL IT WITH INTEGRITY.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;Just Some Random Post&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;Frederick Chan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-8771003047735942848?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/8771003047735942848/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2011/01/money.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/8771003047735942848'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/8771003047735942848'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2011/01/money.html' title='Money'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TSXRccUti1I/AAAAAAAAAJM/g2bUJwp08RA/s72-c/money.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-1532461405742099238</id><published>2010-12-15T22:51:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-12-15T23:35:11.442+08:00</updated><title type='text'>GONE</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TQjWU-bAOEI/AAAAAAAAAI4/mlbeHMYMxEk/s1600/broken%2Bdream.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TQjWU-bAOEI/AAAAAAAAAI4/mlbeHMYMxEk/s400/broken%2Bdream.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5550922196576122946" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;The key to success is to dream.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;but how big you dare to dream?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;Dream drives us to move forward.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;It motivate us to work our best to achieve it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;BUT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;what if it suddenly vanish just infront of you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;its so near yet so far.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;Everytime when I almost reach the finishing point,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;I tripped and fall.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;I am so fed up of it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;More and more problems coming in.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;Yet&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;No one understand me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;I am not really what you think of.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;No one ever try to put their leg into my shoe.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;They never understand why I work so hard.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;I dont wanna be a puppet to the society.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;Pleasing everyone first but not my self.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;I wan my own role in this show.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;What should I do?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;i&gt;Just have to stop complaining,&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;i&gt;Frederick Chan&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-1532461405742099238?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/1532461405742099238/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/12/gone.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/1532461405742099238'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/1532461405742099238'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/12/gone.html' title='GONE'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TQjWU-bAOEI/AAAAAAAAAI4/mlbeHMYMxEk/s72-c/broken%2Bdream.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-3934541197464821965</id><published>2010-12-10T21:39:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2010-12-10T21:58:41.612+08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Thoughts</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TQIuZMculxI/AAAAAAAAAIo/sNaEiX0gUpg/s1600/windowslivewriterdisillusionedwiththedefinitionofecm-a045thinking32.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 271px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TQIuZMculxI/AAAAAAAAAIo/sNaEiX0gUpg/s400/windowslivewriterdisillusionedwiththedefinitionofecm-a045thinking32.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5549048701247198994" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;I am glade that where ever I am there is always some one there to help me out. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;Since my schooling day, I still remember i was so dependent on some one. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;She is like my personal assistant. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;When I am in college now, there is also some one who eventually help me out in every aspects.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt; Now, in the working world, I meet another helpful friend who help me and guide me through everything. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;I am lucky. Lucky to have you guys that are helping me. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;I am really grateful to have you all in my life.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;Without anyone of u, I wont be me today.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;Yet I miss the one who i usually share my problem to.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;I still cant find anyone who I feel comfortable to share with.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;Sometimes things isnt easy around me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;Though it seem tat I have alot of helpful hands.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;But hands aren't enough for me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;I need ears too.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;Ears that are willingly to hear me&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;**Thanks to those who help me in my life. You guys are the best**&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;hopeless boy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;Frederick Chan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-3934541197464821965?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/3934541197464821965/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/12/my-thoughts.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/3934541197464821965'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/3934541197464821965'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/12/my-thoughts.html' title='My Thoughts'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TQIuZMculxI/AAAAAAAAAIo/sNaEiX0gUpg/s72-c/windowslivewriterdisillusionedwiththedefinitionofecm-a045thinking32.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-2394729497451526181</id><published>2010-12-07T01:03:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2010-12-07T01:36:27.773+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Speaking From My Heart</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TP0YJqn95RI/AAAAAAAAAIg/QiGmo6X6D-w/s1600/black%2Bn%2Bwhite%2Bheart.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 309px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TP0YJqn95RI/AAAAAAAAAIg/QiGmo6X6D-w/s400/black%2Bn%2Bwhite%2Bheart.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5547616870330131730" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;For these 2 days I totaly enjoy myself under the&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;chilling breeze, calming waves orchestra&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;and&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;the soft sandy sand.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Without my hp and lappy around with me,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I started to reflect on my past.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I realised how naive i was,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I never accomplish any thing wit my heart and soul before&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Yet I hope for high achievements&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I never knew that when things are broken &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;no matter how you stick them back,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;the crack still remains.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I thought that what ever I do&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I will get an equal returns.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I have missed out alot of opportunities&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I never appreciate how good everyone around me.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I never learn.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Now i have lost them.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I lost everything.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;Trying to glu everything,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;Frederick Chan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-2394729497451526181?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/2394729497451526181/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/12/speaking-from-my-heart.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/2394729497451526181'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/2394729497451526181'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/12/speaking-from-my-heart.html' title='Speaking From My Heart'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TP0YJqn95RI/AAAAAAAAAIg/QiGmo6X6D-w/s72-c/black%2Bn%2Bwhite%2Bheart.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-2986000011400922933</id><published>2010-11-24T00:47:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2010-12-10T21:38:11.407+08:00</updated><title type='text'>"Perfect"</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TOvxDft7CGI/AAAAAAAAAIY/gABXx_-3M3E/s1600/yinyang%2Bearth.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 396px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TOvxDft7CGI/AAAAAAAAAIY/gABXx_-3M3E/s400/yinyang%2Bearth.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5542788808765540450" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;We come across this word "PERFECT" everyday.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;How do you define it?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Perfect is entirely without flaws, defect, or short comings.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Can you name out something which is perfect?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;God created Earth.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;With land, sea, mountains,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;plants, animals and human.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Is indeed a perfect creation.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;But humans created by God on earth is a flaw.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Why?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Human beings are being so selfish that they destroy&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;MOST&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;of the mother nature.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Put those aside.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;We human being are born with pros and cons&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Thats how God created us to balance things up.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;We just have to accept our cons.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;But why don we see it in another angle?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;Must we compare each and everyone?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;If u can accept some ones cons&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;WHY&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;not accepting others cons as well?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;This question comes out as fallacy kicks in.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;Most of us are blind folded by our feelings.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;Eventually we are bias and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;selective&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt; beings.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt; We tend to shut off what ever we would not want to hear or see.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;But try think for your self and put your leg in some one's shoe?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;How do you feel if some one did the same thing to you?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;Always look at what they can do and what they do best.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;NOT EMPHASIZING ON WHAT THEY CANT DO AND WHAT THEY ARE BAD AT.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;Yes, I believe some may against it.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;The world is too realistic for this kind of perception.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;But if you don start to accept others no one will accept you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;Give yourself a try.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;Maybe it turn out better.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;________________________________________________________________________&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;Sorry if i offended anyone and I don't mean God din't do his job well. He did a great job and I am&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;grateful that I was his creation and thanks to him, I was brought to this world.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;Imperfect,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;Frederick Chan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-2986000011400922933?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/2986000011400922933/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/11/perfect.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/2986000011400922933'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/2986000011400922933'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/11/perfect.html' title='&quot;Perfect&quot;'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TOvxDft7CGI/AAAAAAAAAIY/gABXx_-3M3E/s72-c/yinyang%2Bearth.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-4016344387838199851</id><published>2010-11-24T00:00:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-11-24T00:20:09.790+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Time Paradox</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TOvlm-5XSSI/AAAAAAAAAIQ/LE1F-WhppRM/s1600/time%2Bparadox%2Bspace.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 265px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TOvlm-5XSSI/AAAAAAAAAIQ/LE1F-WhppRM/s400/time%2Bparadox%2Bspace.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5542776224290916642" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Have you realized each second eventually ticking away from us?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Do you even know that when u r reading this nonsense,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;You have wasted 5 minutes of your time?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Look back and think for yourself.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;What can u do for that 5 minute?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Lots of other beneficial stuff instead of reading this.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;This applied to ur life.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Have you look back what have u done yesterday&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;or&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Even years back?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Have you utilized your time fully?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Its good to do some reflection and learn from mistakes.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Have you think about why are you repeating the same mistakes?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Actually past is something worth learning.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;They are as important as your text book for a particular subject.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;and "Today" is your "Examination"&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;How well u score in your paper depends on how much have you learn from your past.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Some never get to pass them even trying tons of times.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt; "Future" is your "Result"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;As what you did today will reflect on the day after today.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Remember that always learn from past and think before doing anything now&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;As&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;It affect your future.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;Reflecting my past&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;Frederick Chan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-4016344387838199851?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/4016344387838199851/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/11/time-paradox.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/4016344387838199851'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/4016344387838199851'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/11/time-paradox.html' title='Time Paradox'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TOvlm-5XSSI/AAAAAAAAAIQ/LE1F-WhppRM/s72-c/time%2Bparadox%2Bspace.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-3902843041343095077</id><published>2010-11-21T14:39:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2010-11-21T17:14:39.237+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Chrono Mart</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TOi_YoDdMAI/AAAAAAAAAII/2eFWd8neJJw/s1600/hour%2Bglass.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TOi_YoDdMAI/AAAAAAAAAII/2eFWd8neJJw/s400/hour%2Bglass.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5541889771269074946" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Time never wait for us.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;They creep, crawl, move even without us knowing.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;It is an important assets to us.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Yet it never appreciate nor depreciate.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;How many hours did we spend on smth useful?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I doubt it my self.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I have been chasing time for ages.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Running and running to keep up with time.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Yet its useless.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;24 hours aday aint enough.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I wish there is a chrono mart for me&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I need more time&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;to study&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;to work&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;to play&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;to sleep.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Looking at the brighter side it makes me stronger.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;In every aspect.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;Frederick Chan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-3902843041343095077?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/3902843041343095077/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/11/chrono-mart.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/3902843041343095077'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/3902843041343095077'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/11/chrono-mart.html' title='Chrono Mart'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TOi_YoDdMAI/AAAAAAAAAII/2eFWd8neJJw/s72-c/hour%2Bglass.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-6658580210162467575</id><published>2010-11-03T21:00:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2010-11-03T21:33:41.718+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Maybe It Doesn't Matter Anymore</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TNFkLeb_qVI/AAAAAAAAAIA/rVXEVhzjpPI/s1600/winter.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 281px; height: 215px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TNFkLeb_qVI/AAAAAAAAAIA/rVXEVhzjpPI/s400/winter.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5535315565326870866" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;During the darkest night,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;You gave me your hand and pulled me out.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I was grateful.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Grateful that I do not have to live in my own pass anymore.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;You shown me how bright the sun is.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;How beautiful the rainbow is.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;But&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;These moment wasn't long.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;As winter come by,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Snow start falling,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Air around start turning chill,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;The sun wasnt bright enough to warm me up.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I stay in a corner.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Rubbing my self, keeping myself warm&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;In the end I know that you aren't here anymore.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I don't know what should I do.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am so numb.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I don have the courage anymore.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am sorry I don't know what to do.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;Confused,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;Frederick Chan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-6658580210162467575?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/6658580210162467575/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/11/maybe-it-doesnt-matter-anymore.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/6658580210162467575'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/6658580210162467575'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/11/maybe-it-doesnt-matter-anymore.html' title='Maybe It Doesn&apos;t Matter Anymore'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TNFkLeb_qVI/AAAAAAAAAIA/rVXEVhzjpPI/s72-c/winter.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-6756102709009546262</id><published>2010-10-31T17:20:00.005+08:00</published><updated>2010-10-31T18:06:03.559+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Is There A Fair Game Exist?</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TM01lELCXjI/AAAAAAAAAHw/JGPEYXG2HV4/s1600/unfair.png"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TM01lELCXjI/AAAAAAAAAHw/JGPEYXG2HV4/s320/unfair.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5534138427999673906" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Human nature is clouded by greed.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;As a being, we are greatly possessed by them&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;There is nothing fair in this world as beings are still exist.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Fair is a word of unattainable&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;or&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;known as a word of measurement&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Same goes to LOVE&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;there is no fair game in it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Its wether u win it or lose it with some one getting hurt.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Different people have different approach.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;As it is so subjective there is no absolute answer to it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;But&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;What they are trying to do is to provide some sense of security.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Maybe in a wrong way &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;but&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;they have no bad intention in it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Its hard to not lay an eye on someone u love.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Yet&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;its harder to impress them in a good way.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Its all base on which angle u look at it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Cheer up and think abit you might able to do the right thing&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;for yourself&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;(sorry if I happen to write smth out of u)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;Unfair,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;Frederick Chan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-6756102709009546262?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/6756102709009546262/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/10/is-there-fair-game-exist.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/6756102709009546262'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/6756102709009546262'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/10/is-there-fair-game-exist.html' title='Is There A Fair Game Exist?'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TM01lELCXjI/AAAAAAAAAHw/JGPEYXG2HV4/s72-c/unfair.png' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-6925780447562650170</id><published>2010-10-29T23:40:00.005+08:00</published><updated>2010-10-30T02:45:28.662+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Stuck In The Icy Moment.</title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TMrtWKxYF1I/AAAAAAAAAHo/_pt6w239qe0/s1600/snow.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TMrtWKxYF1I/AAAAAAAAAHo/_pt6w239qe0/s320/snow.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5533496057282434898" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Summer, Spring, Autum and Winter&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;These 4 important seasons are just like our emotion&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Happy, Sad, Bitter and Lonely&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I duno why&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I wish i know the reason bhind it&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am like being replaced.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Being kept in the refrigerator&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;It's very cold.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am breathing in chill air.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;The warmth that you once given me had gone&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Weakly searching for fire woods&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;hopping to build a small fire to warm myself up&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;but&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am too weak.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Too weak to even bring myself up.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;Freezing,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;Frederick Chan&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-6925780447562650170?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/6925780447562650170/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/10/stuck-in-icy-moment.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/6925780447562650170'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/6925780447562650170'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/10/stuck-in-icy-moment.html' title='Stuck In The Icy Moment.'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TMrtWKxYF1I/AAAAAAAAAHo/_pt6w239qe0/s72-c/snow.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-843677238453527186</id><published>2010-10-20T18:24:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-10-20T18:39:11.676+08:00</updated><title type='text'>The Chase</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TL7EaJzAVMI/AAAAAAAAAHg/gXOMlBo17Wk/s1600/work.412743.10.flat,550x550,075,f.chasing-the-sun.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 384px; height: 288px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TL7EaJzAVMI/AAAAAAAAAHg/gXOMlBo17Wk/s320/work.412743.10.flat,550x550,075,f.chasing-the-sun.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530073346043040962" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Everyone tend to chase for something&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Werther it is attainable or not.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;It never stop.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I have been running around chasing stuff.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I wanted to be a perfect guy&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I wanted to excel in everything i do&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;But&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I fail to.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Its hard to please everyone around us&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;On the other hand,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Its hard to take rejection too.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am tired.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Tired of all this running and chasing.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I want to rest.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;Tired,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"&gt;Frederick&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-843677238453527186?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/843677238453527186/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/10/chase.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/843677238453527186'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/843677238453527186'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/10/chase.html' title='The Chase'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TL7EaJzAVMI/AAAAAAAAAHg/gXOMlBo17Wk/s72-c/work.412743.10.flat,550x550,075,f.chasing-the-sun.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-4874453723231611769</id><published>2010-09-17T02:46:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2010-10-30T20:07:27.918+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Friendship VS Love</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TJJrTBY7v-I/AAAAAAAAAHY/qFBj4LFBWn0/s1600/puzzle.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 360px; height: 360px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TJJrTBY7v-I/AAAAAAAAAHY/qFBj4LFBWn0/s320/puzzle.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5517590468016979938" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Friendship is what we treasure&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Yet&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Love is something we would die for.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;So? which we would we prioritize them first?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Some say friendship over love.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Some say love over friendship.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Or both are equally important?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Love start from a friend.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Do that consider friendship should be prioritize?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Or&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;When you broke up.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Who is the one that will lend you their ears?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Indeed friendship might seem more important.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;But&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;When you are upset, lonely who is the one who stay whole night on the phone with you?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;The one you love.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Who will be there for you most of the time giving you the sense of security?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;The one you love.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Who will be there beside your dieing bed until your last breath?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;The one you love.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Without one of them we are no one.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;We will never be successful at all.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;Never try to compare those small little thing as life is make up from pieces of puzzle&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Each piece is equally important. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-4874453723231611769?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/4874453723231611769/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/09/friendship-vs-love.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/4874453723231611769'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/4874453723231611769'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/09/friendship-vs-love.html' title='Friendship VS Love'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TJJrTBY7v-I/AAAAAAAAAHY/qFBj4LFBWn0/s72-c/puzzle.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-2528559415975134976</id><published>2010-09-13T19:46:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2010-09-13T19:55:11.458+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Nothings gona change my love for you</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11.6667px; line-height: 21px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; "&gt;If I had to live my life without you near me&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11.6667px; line-height: 18px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; "&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;The days would all be empty&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;The nights would seem so long&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;With you I see forever oh so clearly&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;I might have been in love before&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;But it never felt this strong&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;Our dreams are young and we both know&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;They'll take us where we want to go&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;Hold me now, touch me now&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;I don't want to live without you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;Nothing's gonna change my love for you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;You ought to know by now how much I love you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;One thing you can be sure of&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;I'll never ask for more than your love&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;Nothing's gonna change my love for you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;You ought to know by now how much I love you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;The world may change my whole life through&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;But nothing's gonna change my love for you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;If the road ahead is not so easy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;Our love will lead a way for us&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;Just like a guiding star&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;I'll be there for you if you should need me&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;You don't have to change a thing&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;I love you just the way you are&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;So come with me and share the view&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;I'll help you see forever too&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;Hold me now, touch me now&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;I don't want to live without you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11.6667px; line-height: 21px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; "&gt;Nothing's gonna change my love for you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 11.6667px; color: rgb(84, 84, 84); line-height: 18px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 4px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 4px; "&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;You ought to know by now how much I love you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;One thing you can be sure of&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;I'll never ask for more than your love&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;Nothing's gonna change my love for you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;You ought to know by now how much I love you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;The world may change my whole life through&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11.6667px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" &gt;But nothing's gonna change my love for you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-2528559415975134976?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/2528559415975134976/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/09/nothings-gona-change-my-love-for-you.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/2528559415975134976'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/2528559415975134976'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/09/nothings-gona-change-my-love-for-you.html' title='Nothings gona change my love for you'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-5395028799628923692</id><published>2010-08-30T20:29:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2010-09-04T23:34:45.570+08:00</updated><title type='text'>I have grown up</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THunITFoVBI/AAAAAAAAAHI/oNHgk7u6qL0/s1600/tree.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 384px; height: 278px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THunITFoVBI/AAAAAAAAAHI/oNHgk7u6qL0/s320/tree.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5511182330022614034" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Not everyone will grow up&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;but everyone will age&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;growing up change ones mentality.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;How much have I grown up?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;How much have I changed?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I used to dip fries into mayo&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;yet now I don't&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I used to be immuned to tea&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;but &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;now i am so vulnerable to tea.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I used to nap for hours&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;but&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;now I don't&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I used to be addicted to games&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;but&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;now I am sick of them&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am more sensitive to people,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Care for people around me,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Not being cold hearted anymore&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;How much more have i change?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;All I need now is......&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;You.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-5395028799628923692?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/5395028799628923692/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/i-have-grown-up.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/5395028799628923692'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/5395028799628923692'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/i-have-grown-up.html' title='I have grown up'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THunITFoVBI/AAAAAAAAAHI/oNHgk7u6qL0/s72-c/tree.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-7411919643720020027</id><published>2010-08-25T00:00:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2010-08-25T00:19:42.703+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Living In My My Past</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THPtWM0ZKiI/AAAAAAAAAHA/hamyK-khtL4/s1600/mechanical-clock-3d-screensave.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 384px; height: 288px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THPtWM0ZKiI/AAAAAAAAAHA/hamyK-khtL4/s320/mechanical-clock-3d-screensave.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5509007734858132002" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;Living in ones own past is never a pleasant experience.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I just wanna say hi to u yet i have no courage to do so.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Are u asleep?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;How are u?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Are u ok over there?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Questions that I could possibly utter out even without having a second thought.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Yet I am unable to do so.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I am worry...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Hoping that future isnt a replacement.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;But smth i treasure.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;River Flows in You by Yiruma.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I just hate ur songs.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "&gt;REPLACEMENT&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-7411919643720020027?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/7411919643720020027/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/living-in-my-my-past.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/7411919643720020027'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/7411919643720020027'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/living-in-my-my-past.html' title='Living In My My Past'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THPtWM0ZKiI/AAAAAAAAAHA/hamyK-khtL4/s72-c/mechanical-clock-3d-screensave.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-3061561639349947622</id><published>2010-08-23T11:40:00.019+08:00</published><updated>2010-08-23T22:48:23.449+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Splendid Event</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;After months of preparation and hard work from each and everyone in the organizing committee we successfully organized the !st KL Omega Leo Clubs' Joint Installation with the theme "Chrysalis of Change". This event was participated by 10 Omega Leo Clubs.Basically leos that attended will be inducted as a member or install as a BOD or key officers. Below is the organizing committee picture with lions.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:medium;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THH0RJKLYII/AAAAAAAAAEY/Vhl1LpbFLuk/s320/45470_424186971699_551231699_5458704_3069557_n.jpg" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 384px; height: 256px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508452394604388482" /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;The picture is not really clear lolz~~ During this JI there are some performance. KuZheng and also dance performance. Sorry to say i din really pay attention to them. Having my little chit chat corner on my own ;p. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THJCn6_5ZGI/AAAAAAAAAFA/zabEM8j02cM/s320/45031_424185826699_551231699_5458643_2293928_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508538547847128162" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 384px; height: 256px; " /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#0000EE;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:-webkit-xxx-large;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THJCoaXBZZI/AAAAAAAAAFI/OKX7KHRvC7U/s320/45031_424185861699_551231699_5458650_4356919_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508538556265620882" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 384px; height: 256px; " /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Not to forget the food was nice~~ hehe ermmm then everyone was free to move and mingle around... O yeah before this event end they do hav lucky draw but sad din get one hahaha... Let pictures do the talking for me.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THJKPzMlvOI/AAAAAAAAAGg/8qgRQGVgyW0/s320/45470_424186981699_551231699_5458706_3942720_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508546929529044194" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 384px; height: 256px; " /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#0000EE;"&gt;Leo Club of KL Perennial with our Lions&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#0000EE;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THJKlfNa9fI/AAAAAAAAAG4/jzhwuaII2sE/s320/41228_421642993002_546973002_4948250_2143178_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508547302120945138" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 288px; height: 384px; " /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#0000EE;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;Justin, Lion Foo and Lion Ang&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#0000EE;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THJD0F0cIpI/AAAAAAAAAFQ/5sZi2NfED2o/s320/40534_424183206699_551231699_5458533_6236310_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508539856421921426" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 384px; height: 256px; " /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="color:#0000EE;"&gt;Kl Perennial members&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THJD1L8EcEI/AAAAAAAAAFg/Qvna-xWdu0E/s320/40951_421642818002_546973002_4948232_7178695_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508539875244404802" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 384px; height: 288px; " /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THJD10lgaMI/AAAAAAAAAFw/Nmi-DZ4eFyw/s320/41155_423764512300_591867300_5481397_6628771_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508539886155622594" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 285px; height: 384px; " /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THJD0vThYHI/AAAAAAAAAFY/DEs1jiNrJO8/s320/40657_423764502300_591867300_5481395_5901279_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5508539867558142066" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 285px; height: 384px; " /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; 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font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;All photos wit friends.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;Thank you to photographer Steph Teoh and Shugan for all your wonderfull photos. Besides that congrat to all the new BODs and key officers who newly installed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size:15.8333px;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span"  style="font-size:x-small;"&gt;Frederick Chan, ^^V&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-3061561639349947622?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/3061561639349947622/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/splendid-event.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/3061561639349947622'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/3061561639349947622'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/splendid-event.html' title='Splendid Event'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/THH0RJKLYII/AAAAAAAAAEY/Vhl1LpbFLuk/s72-c/45470_424186971699_551231699_5458704_3069557_n.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-5298479049295239658</id><published>2010-08-17T22:17:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-08-17T22:32:46.359+08:00</updated><title type='text'>I don have a choice</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGqaoOVPt6I/AAAAAAAAADw/sd8kfBMBlS8/s1600/sitting+down+corner.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 398px; height: 312px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGqaoOVPt6I/AAAAAAAAADw/sd8kfBMBlS8/s400/sitting+down+corner.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5506383510246504354" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Stress, pressure, work, studies, feelings tumble all over me.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Hiding down below them hopping time will alleviate everything.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;How long can I hide from the truth?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;How much can I take it?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;My naive thinking had brought me suffer.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Thought that keeping my self busy will end my suffer.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;But I ended up digging my own grave.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I need some one.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Some one who will lend me her hand.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Lend me her ears.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Her shoulder to lessen my burden.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Those are what I dream of each and every night.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Hopping she will appear one day.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Hopping that reality isn't that cruel.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;What should I do now?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;I don't have a choice but to stand up and face them.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-5298479049295239658?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/5298479049295239658/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/i-don-have-choice.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/5298479049295239658'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/5298479049295239658'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/i-don-have-choice.html' title='I don have a choice'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGqaoOVPt6I/AAAAAAAAADw/sd8kfBMBlS8/s72-c/sitting+down+corner.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-7433553633741915207</id><published>2010-08-15T23:43:00.007+08:00</published><updated>2010-08-16T00:24:27.957+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Memories</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"&gt;Half way fb right before sleeping i found this post by my frn ken lee who share this video has totally bring me back to around a year and half ago which there is a movie with this song in it and most importantly is who am I watching it with. I really don't know how to explain but I am totally stuck in that moment until the song ended. The tittle of the song is river flows in you by Yiruma. I will add it in my blog as background song soon.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"&gt;Sad &gt;.&lt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-7433553633741915207?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/7433553633741915207/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/memories.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/7433553633741915207'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/7433553633741915207'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/memories.html' title='Memories'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-1609934074167993693</id><published>2010-08-14T23:05:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2010-08-16T00:24:49.748+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Random post of the day 14/08</title><content type='html'>&lt;span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"&gt;Another typical day pass just like that. Went for the Yes Challenge 1 day seminar this morning. It was great as Brendan (i don't really know how to spell his name) and UV are superb speakers. They totally caught our attention unlike having lecture class. I said that because I tend to doze off in lecture class. Learn quite alot new stuff and understand how much we have to commit in this challenge. Its great to experience it ourself in this young age as we grew older some of us might not even have the opportunity to start up their own business yet I am worry I might not pass the first round. I am so tired~ mentally and physically exhausted now~. Photos will be updated as soon I receive them.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-1609934074167993693?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/1609934074167993693/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/random-post-of-day-1408.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/1609934074167993693'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/1609934074167993693'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/random-post-of-day-1408.html' title='Random post of the day 14/08'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-453048737221696579</id><published>2010-08-13T22:41:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2010-08-13T22:51:04.621+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Some Random Post Of The Day</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGVa-3iC5ZI/AAAAAAAAADo/dGOFw9grHOo/s1600/dull.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 286px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGVa-3iC5ZI/AAAAAAAAADo/dGOFw9grHOo/s400/dull.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5504906155635434898" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ughhhh 2day I realise how dull my life is~~ woke up early in the morning yet I duno know what to do, nth to report... Even sick of gaming too~~ On FB yet nobody on9. After that went to collect some stuff and head to 1U. End up went swimming. Btw it had been some times since the last time i swam. My kepak ayam n paha ayam aching now &gt;.&lt;. So tired when i think of attending a talk tmr for 1 whole day. Time to rest my chicken wings and drumstick or else i cant drive tmr. Hope tmr will be the day that some one I am waiting for will appear infront of me but i do have some yet I don think those are  not suitable. Pray hard!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-453048737221696579?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/453048737221696579/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/some-random-post-of-day.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/453048737221696579'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/453048737221696579'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/some-random-post-of-day.html' title='Some Random Post Of The Day'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGVa-3iC5ZI/AAAAAAAAADo/dGOFw9grHOo/s72-c/dull.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-2591004178763468437</id><published>2010-08-12T20:30:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-08-12T20:40:45.613+08:00</updated><title type='text'>The Ending</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpxDZdXnI/AAAAAAAAADg/We8_ovQLVas/s1600/train-tracks-ending-in-the-foreground-photographic-print-c13522767.jpeg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpxDZdXnI/AAAAAAAAADg/We8_ovQLVas/s400/train-tracks-ending-in-the-foreground-photographic-print-c13522767.jpeg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5504500198511828594" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;I have stopped bloging for quite some times. Addiction to games had eaten up all my time so do my time for you. Maybe this is 1 of the reason. Or maybe is because of distance. Ending it maybe a solution for better and longer journey for both of us. Yet its not as easy as ending a book by putting the pen down. Neither one of us is happy of it. It had been a week yet i am not dry. I realise how you feel having my jacket with you. The feeling of secure and existence that will calm you down. I never tough that it will leave such a big impact on me. I will just have to move on and start another story with brand new chapters on my own.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-2591004178763468437?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/2591004178763468437/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/ending.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/2591004178763468437'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/2591004178763468437'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/08/ending.html' title='The Ending'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpxDZdXnI/AAAAAAAAADg/We8_ovQLVas/s72-c/train-tracks-ending-in-the-foreground-photographic-print-c13522767.jpeg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-1275528807835248437</id><published>2010-03-03T00:18:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2010-03-03T01:24:31.080+08:00</updated><title type='text'>The darkest time arise</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/S41HjPShPSI/AAAAAAAAAC4/S9b3BtbqR6A/s1600-h/images+(1).jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 116px; height: 116px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/S41HjPShPSI/AAAAAAAAAC4/S9b3BtbqR6A/s400/images+(1).jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5444086195285998882" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Every starting of a story comes an ending. Neither it is a happy or sad. People do believe our life is like a story, start when we step into this world and end when we step out of this word. Ups and downs filled the lines of the pages in the book divided into chapters throughout our life. Love is juz a chapter in the book. Some may have it end earlier and some may have few chapters about it. Lucky ones never end that part. In a particular chapter in my book, climax arise where problems flood in with thunder storm roaring and land sliding. In the same time, the only hope where he can depend on broke down by earth quake. At that moment he had nothing to depend on. All on his own, blindly, without any helping hand to crawl out from the dark maze without any sense of direction. Time is needed to clear up everything. All he need is time.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-1275528807835248437?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/1275528807835248437/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/03/darkest-time-arise.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/1275528807835248437'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/1275528807835248437'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/03/darkest-time-arise.html' title='The darkest time arise'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/S41HjPShPSI/AAAAAAAAAC4/S9b3BtbqR6A/s72-c/images+(1).jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-4878849690425648698</id><published>2010-01-06T21:42:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-01-06T21:48:32.202+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Belated Christmas celebration with dar dar</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;Miss my dar dar after so many weeks without her.... Hmmm she went to fraser that why haha.... Then this morning we planned to go for jogging but we end up go back n watch movie lolz... Besides that, we exchange christmas present... Thank you dar dar for ur present haha it is wonderfull... I love the shape of it.... Hope you like what i bought for u too... Love you forever....&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/S0SUeiN1ZRI/AAAAAAAAACo/ZC6X39DZqqA/s320/DSC02717.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423623103562736914" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;My Christmas present... A Love Cactus&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-4878849690425648698?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/4878849690425648698/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/01/belated-christmas-celebration-with-dar.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/4878849690425648698'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/4878849690425648698'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/01/belated-christmas-celebration-with-dar.html' title='Belated Christmas celebration with dar dar'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/S0SUeiN1ZRI/AAAAAAAAACo/ZC6X39DZqqA/s72-c/DSC02717.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-685045085689196616</id><published>2010-01-06T21:36:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-01-06T21:41:41.771+08:00</updated><title type='text'>First Day of College in 3rd Sem</title><content type='html'>It was shocking to see every changed their style... Bang Bang Bang i see Bangs every where i go lolz... It seem to be the style of the year for 2010.... The first days sucks... I cant drive to college due to my stiff neck... Sad that i cant even turn my neck... Besides that i was extremely tired due to lack of sleep... Time ticks slowly seconds by seconds and i did not enjoy them... Wats in my mind was "HEY DUDE JUZ STOP YACKING AND END THIS CLASS I WANT MY BEAUTY SLEEP!!" Went back at 2 and i sleep all the way in the car lolz.... And my day end like a sleeping handsome (beauty is d original word lolz)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-685045085689196616?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/685045085689196616/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/01/first-day-of-college-in-3rd-sem.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/685045085689196616'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/685045085689196616'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/01/first-day-of-college-in-3rd-sem.html' title='First Day of College in 3rd Sem'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-8563011481396825074</id><published>2010-01-06T21:20:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2010-01-06T21:34:57.784+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Jan: Few more days b4 my college start</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;Enjoy these days till the max... Hmmm if i am not wrong it started off with swimming at The Club with Justin... Lolz d price is reasonable but the most important thing is i lov the swimming pool... Its HUGE... after that went for mamak for dinner (basically i almost hav mamak for dinner for a few days in that week) than went for a movie, bodyguard and assassin.... That movie is nice.... &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/0/0a/Bodyguards_and_Assassins_poster.jpg/200px-Bodyguards_and_Assassins_poster.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;Then followed by 3 guys went shopping a few days after the swimming thinggy... Lolz it do feel weird but it was ok.... D 3 musketeers is Me, dylan n Justin.... We went to TS n SG wang... That Justin filrt all the way from the starting till the end... Wooooo Dylan got protected by a preety sales girl... lolz.... Unfortunately i did nth special lolz.... But i hav a almost 2 hours hair cut b4 i went TS n SG wang... lolz it was the longest hair cut i ever had..... But i am very satisfied with the hair cut... Hmmm the next thing after a few days of the shopping day was swimming again... LOLZ... Justin u have to work abit harder to learn how to swim properly.... FLOAT man FLOAT!!! hahaha.... Then it end with a Sherlock Holmes... &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/e/e0/Sherlock_holmes_ver5.jpg/200px-Sherlock_holmes_ver5.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;Back home around 3 and my college start that morning.... TIRED!!! &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-8563011481396825074?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/8563011481396825074/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/01/jan-few-more-days-b4-my-college-start.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/8563011481396825074'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/8563011481396825074'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/01/jan-few-more-days-b4-my-college-start.html' title='Jan: Few more days b4 my college start'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-1410264479779048381</id><published>2010-01-06T20:54:00.006+08:00</published><updated>2010-01-06T21:19:09.730+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Tuning back to holiday!!!</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;Sem break was fantastic though i didn't went any where or any trip... Hmmmm start with d first day of my holiday... I was busy gaming all the while until i lost track of everything... Sad right?? than after a couple of week I stop gaming n got on with my life... Curve was wonderfull... I think they hav the best christmas deco among all other places... They have allocated a small area and make it into some sort of snowing area.... Kinda romantic in the soapy snow LOLX...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/S0SNcjeqsyI/AAAAAAAAACg/v_rYkD8FSoU/s200/DSC02681.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423615372960641826" /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;The romantic Street @ curve&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/S0SNCv_bL_I/AAAAAAAAACY/N38-MRYoEaY/s200/DSC02677.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423614929642663922" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Everyone seem to enjoy d soapy snow&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/S0SLYaRrPWI/AAAAAAAAACQ/JCSFLDmmdhE/s200/DSC02678.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 150px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423613102747499874" /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;SNOW!!!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/S0SK9Pw2PMI/AAAAAAAAACI/1UmDWVycxdw/s200/DSC02675.JPG" style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5423612636068986050" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;Dar Dar n me.... In Curve&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;Back to my life... after that i went out almost each night till morning acc by Dylan... My life turn upside down bcoz of it... Then during christmas eve, I went to Dylan house for steamboat... That was a great meal... Thanks my mei for d wonderful steamboat soup lolz... Skip till new year now... I did went for count down around my housing area which is Desa Park City... There were lots of people around there with wonderfull firework... But i have an guilty new year due to some problem occur that day... I am sorry le mei... &gt;.&lt;... That all for my DEC sem break woooot.... Happy new year everyone...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-1410264479779048381?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/1410264479779048381/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/01/tuning-back-to-holiday.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/1410264479779048381'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/1410264479779048381'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2010/01/tuning-back-to-holiday.html' title='Tuning back to holiday!!!'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/S0SNcjeqsyI/AAAAAAAAACg/v_rYkD8FSoU/s72-c/DSC02681.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-1433892626540337698</id><published>2009-12-31T22:41:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2009-12-31T22:43:25.991+08:00</updated><title type='text'>I am back!!!</title><content type='html'>Alo... too much game realy makes me lifeless... Now i am back... wil update my stuff during thing month soon.... btw Happy New Year....&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-1433892626540337698?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/1433892626540337698/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/12/i-am-back.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/1433892626540337698'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/1433892626540337698'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/12/i-am-back.html' title='I am back!!!'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-5454916634215486455</id><published>2009-08-21T00:08:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2009-08-21T00:12:13.097+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Wonderfull Sem Break</title><content type='html'>At last i had my sem break it is really wonderfull~~~ after exam so nice d next day go trip adi hehe ;P... well it is really nice thanks to everyone hehe... Well i know u all more now... Than the weekend of that week was marvelous. Hehe i know wat i did last Saturday night wakakaka.... well it is Meikhey bday party n also Kelvin Ang... hehe so nice to run both side.. GAN CHIONG!!! that after tat everything start to slow down... stay at home b a nerd... A real comp nerd... SIEN le!!! That all and that how i gona pass this sem break by being a comp nerd!!!&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Pic cant be uploaded cause i also don have lolz....&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-5454916634215486455?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/5454916634215486455/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/08/wonderfull-sem-break.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/5454916634215486455'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/5454916634215486455'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/08/wonderfull-sem-break.html' title='Wonderfull Sem Break'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-5808483414611823778</id><published>2009-07-27T12:38:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2009-07-27T12:54:11.332+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Chapter 4: 1 full circulation in d solar system of love</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/Sm0ywSHbh7I/AAAAAAAAABQ/oyUc86FsVTU/s1600-h/heart-shaped-island.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 243px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/Sm0ywSHbh7I/AAAAAAAAABQ/oyUc86FsVTU/s320/heart-shaped-island.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362998536346240946" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Its July 12 2009. This is a memorable day as both has been together since 2008 on d same day. Both were out on that day for celebration. They had not only their aniversery pasta and pizza but also went for movie. Everything turn out juz fine like they always did when they were dating. Surprisingly on the way back she received a book of their sweet memories on it. Hoping that she will never forget those days and treasure them forever. On the other hand, she gave the same thing to him. It was her memory with him. She gave him all their memories throughout their first year. Both were touch by each other. Then comes in piggy into our circle hopping that he can hug piggy every night just like hugging her. He will never forget what had happen and the feeling towards her will never fade eventhough decades or centuaries.  No matter how strong is the wave hit it, it will never change its shape.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love u,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(to be continue)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-5808483414611823778?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/5808483414611823778/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/07/chapter-4-1-full-circulation-in-in-d.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/5808483414611823778'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/5808483414611823778'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/07/chapter-4-1-full-circulation-in-in-d.html' title='Chapter 4: 1 full circulation in d solar system of love'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/Sm0ywSHbh7I/AAAAAAAAABQ/oyUc86FsVTU/s72-c/heart-shaped-island.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-1424831304517270703</id><published>2009-07-02T23:30:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2009-07-02T23:58:43.264+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Chapter 3: Dilemma in him</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/SkzSyIsT1OI/AAAAAAAAABI/iAI-fLdObkM/s1600-h/sad_man.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 318px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/SkzSyIsT1OI/AAAAAAAAABI/iAI-fLdObkM/s320/sad_man.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5353885815805301986" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;One night he sat quietly thinking of what really went wrong. He had tried his best to accomplish what he needs to do. Maybe this isnt what she expect from him or something really went wrong. The more he tries the worst it become. What really goes wrong?? Question marks cloud his mind. He know that she act differently that day yet he still goes on trying to cheer her up. Unfortunately, it doesnt work out. Now he is like a man sitting in a lonely place surrounded by sadness tought like a room surrounded by 4 walls. In a place where counfusion and dilemma circulating around him like the air and sufficate him like drowning in the sea where no one is there for him. He wish that he know what wrong with him and he will be the one that lend his ear for her when she need it. A feeling of lower priority though he.........&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(to be continue0&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-1424831304517270703?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/1424831304517270703/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/07/chapter-3-dilemma-in-him.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/1424831304517270703'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/1424831304517270703'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/07/chapter-3-dilemma-in-him.html' title='Chapter 3: Dilemma in him'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/SkzSyIsT1OI/AAAAAAAAABI/iAI-fLdObkM/s72-c/sad_man.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-870798363737261446</id><published>2009-06-27T20:18:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2009-06-27T21:10:15.073+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Chapter 2: Bed Time Story</title><content type='html'>This particular day, she was very frustrated by her problem. She seek help from him.&lt;br /&gt;         &lt;br /&gt;           Once upon a time there was a princess lived happily in her castle. The princess have everything thing she wants. She was showered by everyone with love and care. Living in such a wonderful life without worries in her life. In the same time she is in love with a prince from far away country. The prince does love her too. One day she found out that there was another prince from a nearby country was in love with her too. They were quite close to each as they grow up together. The princess was having dilemma because of it. She doesn't know what she should do. If she wants everyone to be happy, it wouldn't be fair for them. Then one day, she seek for advice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;"Love is a feeling that seems to make someone happy. On the other hand, it will cause sadness to someone. We can only choose one among the choices. People cannot gain anything without sacrificing something. You must present something of equal value to gain something."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;After this story he hope that she understand that not everything will be in a perfect way as we want it to be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(to be continue)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-870798363737261446?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/870798363737261446/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/06/chapter-2-bed-time-story.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/870798363737261446'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/870798363737261446'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/06/chapter-2-bed-time-story.html' title='Chapter 2: Bed Time Story'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-8642750911105846840</id><published>2009-06-21T22:26:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2009-06-24T22:44:05.161+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Chapter 1:Never meant to do it</title><content type='html'>This is a story of a lovely couple. Both of them are very lovely and they do love each other alot and for quite some time. They tried their very best to cherish each other with everything they have. They had gone through lots of hardships together yet they never give up on each other. She is a young fine caring girl. She had did alot for him. More than what any girls would do for their mate. Unfortunately, he isn't that good to deserve it. Tought he tried his best to be the best yet sometimes she was hurt. Tears were the ones who accompanied her through her sad moment till it dry. He isn't a good company for her when she is down but he always try his best to accompany her. Sorry had been a common word for him. Other than that he doesn't know what should he do to make her feel better. But the love of him towards her never fade. He still love her alot no matter what. He never give up to improve himself until he is deserve to be love by her. Hopping that time  would not run out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(to be continue)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-8642750911105846840?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/8642750911105846840/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/06/never-meant-to-do-it.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/8642750911105846840'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/8642750911105846840'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/06/never-meant-to-do-it.html' title='Chapter 1:Never meant to do it'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-3938303275065533856</id><published>2009-06-14T22:15:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-06-14T23:21:14.200+08:00</updated><title type='text'>My new affair with "her"</title><content type='html'>Her blue shining "dress" caught my attention when i first saw her at law yat. Though i prefer the red "dress" one but "she" is so lavish that i can't meet the expenses of "her". Yet both of "them" do have the same "inner qualities" that i am looking for. "Her" voice is so magnificent, powerful, and sweet."Her" eye is so clear and sharp that everyone name them the crystal eyes. Besides that, "her" efficiency in working is so fast that people said that "she" do "her" work twice as fast as the normal ones. That why i chose "her". "She" followed me home with lots of stuff as FREE GIFT. Once i brought her home I took "her" straight to my room. I press the button of life and "she" woke up like i resurrected her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;NVM i stop here......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/SjUU5sWWF6I/AAAAAAAAAAc/R2PbDzvJzdM/s1600-h/DSC02544.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/SjUU5sWWF6I/AAAAAAAAAAc/R2PbDzvJzdM/s320/DSC02544.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5347203113962313634" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is "her" and "her" name is Acer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOLZ ZHA DOU!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-3938303275065533856?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/3938303275065533856/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/06/my-new-affair-with-her.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/3938303275065533856'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/3938303275065533856'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/06/my-new-affair-with-her.html' title='My new affair with &quot;her&quot;'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/SjUU5sWWF6I/AAAAAAAAAAc/R2PbDzvJzdM/s72-c/DSC02544.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-4566612780957753038</id><published>2009-06-14T11:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-06-14T11:26:39.125+08:00</updated><title type='text'>June the 12</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Blink of eye had brought us pass 11 months together. This 11 months had shape us into something. Something that is better than the day we meet. We had learned a lot from each other yet there is still spaces for us to improve on. I still remember the day and what happened in the 12 of last 11 months. It is carved permanently in my memory that i will never forget it. I am very pleased even we only manage to spend a few hours together to celebrate this day. hope that next month everything will run smoothly as in plan. Let me shower you with love and happiness for&lt;/span&gt;ever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-4566612780957753038?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/4566612780957753038/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/06/june-12.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/4566612780957753038'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/4566612780957753038'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/06/june-12.html' title='June the 12'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3608267338759076740.post-3720645342777577461</id><published>2009-06-11T22:29:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2009-06-14T11:06:28.551+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Back to blogging</title><content type='html'>&lt;div  style="text-align: justify;font-family:verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I am back with my new account in blog spot. New blog, new life with new blog tittle. I am currently studying in HELP university college. Life isn't as easy as secondary school. Having problems in various aspect. Assignment, studies and even social life bother me quite a lot. Yet I am not so worry about these problem. gam ba teh&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3608267338759076740-3720645342777577461?l=myclandestineness.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/feeds/3720645342777577461/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/06/back-to-blogging.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/3720645342777577461'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3608267338759076740/posts/default/3720645342777577461'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://myclandestineness.blogspot.com/2009/06/back-to-blogging.html' title='Back to blogging'/><author><name>Frederick Chan</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11841208535258863502</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hffPCechRL8/TGPpTWxU61I/AAAAAAAAADA/LlG1f8zyi9k/S220/28610_403959537273_711962273_4911588_233798_n.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
