I have grown up

Not everyone will grow up

but everyone will age

growing up change ones mentality.

How much have I grown up?

How much have I changed?

I used to dip fries into mayo

yet now I don't

I used to be immuned to tea

but

now i am so vulnerable to tea.

I used to nap for hours

but

now I don't

I used to be addicted to games

but

now I am sick of them

I am more sensitive to people,

Care for people around me,

Not being cold hearted anymore

How much more have i change?

All I need now is......

You.

Living In My My Past

Living in ones own past is never a pleasant experience.

I just wanna say hi to u yet i have no courage to do so.

Are u asleep?

How are u?

Are u ok over there?

Questions that I could possibly utter out even without having a second thought.

Yet I am unable to do so.

I am worry...

Hoping that future isnt a replacement.

But smth i treasure.

River Flows in You by Yiruma.

I just hate ur songs.

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Splendid Event

After months of preparation and hard work from each and everyone in the organizing committee we successfully organized the !st KL Omega Leo Clubs' Joint Installation with the theme "Chrysalis of Change". This event was participated by 10 Omega Leo Clubs.Basically leos that attended will be inducted as a member or install as a BOD or key officers. Below is the organizing committee picture with lions.

The picture is not really clear lolz~~ During this JI there are some performance. KuZheng and also dance performance. Sorry to say i din really pay attention to them. Having my little chit chat corner on my own ;p.

Not to forget the food was nice~~ hehe ermmm then everyone was free to move and mingle around... O yeah before this event end they do hav lucky draw but sad din get one hahaha... Let pictures do the talking for me.

Leo Club of KL Perennial with our Lions

Justin, Lion Foo and Lion Ang

Kl Perennial members

All photos wit friends.

Thank you to photographer Steph Teoh and Shugan for all your wonderfull photos. Besides that congrat to all the new BODs and key officers who newly installed.

Frederick Chan, ^^V

I don have a choice

Stress, pressure, work, studies, feelings tumble all over me.

Hiding down below them hopping time will alleviate everything.

How long can I hide from the truth?

How much can I take it?

My naive thinking had brought me suffer.

Thought that keeping my self busy will end my suffer.

But I ended up digging my own grave.

I need some one.

Some one who will lend me her hand.

Lend me her ears.

Her shoulder to lessen my burden.

Those are what I dream of each and every night.

Hopping she will appear one day.

Hopping that reality isn't that cruel.

What should I do now?

I don't have a choice but to stand up and face them.

Memories

Half way fb right before sleeping i found this post by my frn ken lee who share this video has totally bring me back to around a year and half ago which there is a movie with this song in it and most importantly is who am I watching it with. I really don't know how to explain but I am totally stuck in that moment until the song ended. The tittle of the song is river flows in you by Yiruma. I will add it in my blog as background song soon.

Sad >.<

Random post of the day 14/08

Another typical day pass just like that. Went for the Yes Challenge 1 day seminar this morning. It was great as Brendan (i don't really know how to spell his name) and UV are superb speakers. They totally caught our attention unlike having lecture class. I said that because I tend to doze off in lecture class. Learn quite alot new stuff and understand how much we have to commit in this challenge. Its great to experience it ourself in this young age as we grew older some of us might not even have the opportunity to start up their own business yet I am worry I might not pass the first round. I am so tired~ mentally and physically exhausted now~. Photos will be updated as soon I receive them.

Some Random Post Of The Day

Ughhhh 2day I realise how dull my life is~~ woke up early in the morning yet I duno know what to do, nth to report... Even sick of gaming too~~ On FB yet nobody on9. After that went to collect some stuff and head to 1U. End up went swimming. Btw it had been some times since the last time i swam. My kepak ayam n paha ayam aching now >.<. So tired when i think of attending a talk tmr for 1 whole day. Time to rest my chicken wings and drumstick or else i cant drive tmr. Hope tmr will be the day that some one I am waiting for will appear infront of me but i do have some yet I don think those are not suitable. Pray hard!!

The Ending

I have stopped bloging for quite some times. Addiction to games had eaten up all my time so do my time for you. Maybe this is 1 of the reason. Or maybe is because of distance. Ending it maybe a solution for better and longer journey for both of us. Yet its not as easy as ending a book by putting the pen down. Neither one of us is happy of it. It had been a week yet i am not dry. I realise how you feel having my jacket with you. The feeling of secure and existence that will calm you down. I never tough that it will leave such a big impact on me. I will just have to move on and start another story with brand new chapters on my own.